Walk Into The Fire

During what was planned to be a captivating encounter with a near stranger, Horace instead gets lost in his own head; causing it to become a session of self-reflection instead. Why is he thinking instead of enjoying himself? What would his loved ones think if they knew what he was doing? Why is he in bed with a man he barely knows and not someone who he knows loves him? Maybe it's best to leave those a mystery... For now at least.